You are one person who I am just itching to open up to again; you are who I want to bear my soul to. Unfortunately, you are the one person who I am not allowed to open up to; you don’t want to hear it. I start conversations about it; you make sure the conversation goes somewhere else. You’re a pro at that. One day,I will really talk to you again and tell you everything… I hope that isn’t the last day of our friendship.
I think, I tell other people searching to feel the same as I would if I told you. I search for that feeling of telling you and hearing your response, but the truth is, you are the only one who can give me that. And you don’t want to.